eating a fat piece of cake, eh!

as i write this, i am writing a homemade (aka sugary, fatty) piece of cake. oops. i lost 1.25lbs since yesterday, cos i took laxatives and stuff but now i've gained. it's shitty.

i am an effing fatty. i need to lose weight. i need to need to need to need to need to. i'm hoping to be like 120lbs by summer (LAWL AS IF!)

i don't even have anything else to write. i just need to go die.

i want to be 10lbs down by the end of april. that is all.

[EDIT] Tomorrows food plan;

breakfast - home alone, nothing

lunch - rice cake with small amount of low fat spreading cheese and a teaspoon of salsa (40 cals)

dinner - 400 cals

also i'm going to take about 4 laxatives. wooot :|